is so worn out. I realized for the past 8 years of my teenage life, I have always spent them in relationships. Perhaps it's really not healthy and broken from the previous relationship, i'm not ready go through anymore heartbreak. Which makes me feel rather vulnerable and very cautious. I want to be protected, yet I know this is not what I sld be seeking for and expecting in a relationship. If I really meant to protect myself, I sldnt have ventured into this at all. Because, love in all sense, entails the risk of breaking hearts...