i know i havent been emotionally stable for quite a while already. i have always been sensitive and unable to trust another person. coupled with this emotions, i have been crying very often. Possessiveness and inability to trust, i have realized for the past few months is the greatest problem with me. Perhaps i never see the issues because everything went on fine last time. The amplification of these problems was probably because you are like this as well. Like when you restricted me to use msn at first, i had initially no issue with that at first, but cuz you laid down the rules, it became a touchy issue.
compability issues. i dont know how to judge, but i know i am going through a very difficult period, getting over with the pain of having lost someone once so dear to me. If it's already so hard for me to handle, i do not wish to be selfish and have you stand by me. i do not wish to become a burden to you and cause you so much unhappiness than if you were alone. i dont know how long i would continue to be so emotional, but wenqi once told me, she ensures me that it will one day be over but just that it might take a long time.
i know you wont and cant promise me anything, the decision is yours to make.