why do i still meet up with him? why do i still want to see him? why did i give in so easily? why do i still think there might be a chance? why i dont move on when i see so many other better chances? why do i keep thinking about him? what is so good about him?
Or am i just enjoying the non-committal relationship? Enjoying the attention?
But no! He's not giving the kind of attention i hope to get from a person who truly cares. Even when he touches me, it's a sense of lust, betrayal; a moment of craving he asks for, it isnt love, isnt care, isnt what i truly want! So i need to wake up, i need to move out of this cycle, out of his control, out of this uncalled for, undeserved relationship!
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