ready for another r.s. I'm very cautious about meeting zl again. I cant go back to the situation i have tried so hard to leave. I feel happy and blessed with wz, but at the back of mind, i'm worried. I am certainly not convinced that things will last the way it is. Esp we got into a relationship so fast. How informed is your decision? My inconfidence, i hope, will not affect the r.s. I keep thinking about all these issues and i really wish to let you know about how i feel and my state of mind. I like you, and i feel loved with you. But will things stay the same after some time?
The r.s before you, has caused me to lose a lot confidence, in myself and in r.s. Will i survive this r.s? I want to be myself, I dont want to feel pressured nor feel like i am always not good enough. I dont wish to put any expectations on you. I hope i can manage my expectations and accept disappointments. I want to have a r.s with you that is healthy, happy and most of all, still satisfied and loved.
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