I guess i have been avoiding looking deep into my thoughts though the whole issue of the break up fills up my whole mind immensely every minute and second. Relationships come and go. These people come and go. At the end of the day, there's no one who cant survive without the other. What's the meaning of getting into relationships?
It is indeed hard to leave a relationship when you feel that you have given a lot, cuz that often translates to the assumption that you love this person a lot. As i repeatedly ask myself, i cant find any reasons as to why i still like him. Feelings are unexplainable? Or just that the heart is just too slow in reaction as compared to the mind?
I meet someone new 3days after the breakup. Till now i have been restraining myself to date again.. for i am so afraid of bringing my past emotional burdens to a new relationship. I probably should wait till i will not cry when i talk about the break up. Perhaps that would indicate im ready to take the risk of trusting my heart in someone again. Then again, he looks promising...