my decision to end the r.s for good. It's not just a matter of compatibility issues, i cannot accept his calculated love, his indecisiveness, harshness and scheming words. I dont want to be thrown into a sorry state of begging for his attention nor face his indecision whether or not to continue with the r.s. Such people will always stay as such. A second or third chance at the r.s is not rational, for i deserve better.
My decision is clear and firm.